I am still not sure what I am doing here, and have started having minor panic attacks about what I have written, so am deleting a lot and kind of starting again.
I am very shy and introverted and lacking in self esteem and self confidence. I used to think alcohol gave me the opposite of those things, but it was just an illusion.
I do however consider myself reasonably intelligent and hold down what seems a good office job.
The little voice in my head has been telling me lately to have a drink but I realise it's just that I am so tired and quite stressed, so I am ignoring it. It will eventually go away but with Christmas parties coming up, it does make it harder.
Righto that's all for the moment.
B & J's Mum
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