Dream

Well, having just written in my previous blog about dreaming of drinking, I had a very vivid dream last night where I was drinking. Very weird as I was working in a hotel and a few of my friends I used to work in hotels with appeared as well!

These dreams seem to happen when I am particularly stressed and I am at the moment, especially as I walked in to work this morning to find the boss in a very bad mood. This happened last Friday and ended with me in tears! I am trying to remain calm....

I suddenly wondered whether I am having the "7 year itch" in relation to my drinking. Or is it just the lead up to Christmas is a bit harder this year with hubby not working. Last year we dealt with a cancer scare in March (he is okay now), this year is with him losing his job in March! Since then he has had trouble (he is 63) finding a job.

Anyway, I am still doing the one day at a time with not drinking and the message is getting through to my brain I think.

Here's hoping!

B & J's Mum